Sipel's visit to the children's home
Sipel Amedi - Nikita Hair Sweden
First of all I would like to say "thank you" for the trip, which gave me so much. This is something that will be with me for a long time and I am extremely grateful for being allowed to join you. I am still enchanted by all the children. I cannot help but smile when I think of all the lovely children, but at the same time it breaks my heart.
Love and pain
I gave a piece of my heart to each child and this is something I can never take back. I felt the love immediately we arrived, as they sang and greeted us with flowers. The scent of the flower that I smelled emitted inner happiness, laughter that echoed in my head, which was followed by songs and tunes - but at the same time I saw fraught eyes in some of the children, as well as pain that I wished I could magic away.
Inger Ellen, you fascinate me with your driving force and heart of gold. I felt warm inside when I saw how you gave the children hope. I loved playing basketball with them and I loved throwing baby Saula up in the air and hearing her giggle...at that moment her giggle was the most beautiful sound I had ever heard.
The fact that I gave them love and I was loved in return is a precious gift to me, which I will carry in my heart forever. I didn't want to go home. I wanted to give the children more. To give them everything I have, that is, all of me. So well-raised, generous and loving children. A special world exists when you are in "children's world", but not many people see or hear it. When I came home I woke up from the coma and reality set in... I left the home feeling quite empty. That was not my last visit; I realized that as I kissed and hugged everyone.
Love Sipel – Nikita Hair Sweden